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10 March 2007 @ 10:02 pm
anne hwaiting~~~  

you're going to do SUPER on your exams! <3

mARY*: jaehot0ocute on March 11th, 2007 06:40 pm (UTC)
kim hyesung~!

mARY*t0ocute on March 28th, 2007 01:08 am (UTC)
debbbieeeeeee it's not cool when i see you typing an entry i really would wantto reply to and see that you disabled comments... ahhahaha. so i had to reply to your latest entry here ._.

ah~ junior year was... extremely tough. i remember i practically wanted to die because it was just so difficult last year. perhaps not to the point of being suicidal, but it was just a continuous horrible cycle that never ended. i looked foward to fridays SO much (and at the same time not really, because my teachers preferred giving out tests on fridays) and sundays were ruined by the fact that i had to do homework and face the beginning of this vicious cycle the next day. i hated it. i really did.

i cried a lot during that year. the book lady probably would've charged me for water damage since i cried quite often into my US history book when i had to read that damn thing for hours on end. but really, what could we do? there are people in the same grade all over the nation and they were probably experiencing the same thing as i did. we all got about 5 hours of sleep every night if we were lucky, and we barely got out to socialize. probably the only good thing was that i went out so little, i didn't use as much money as i would've if i had... hahah.

as for your family, really, there's nothing to remedy that. my mom was really nice to me even when i was cranky from studying so much and getting so less sleep, so i don't know how you can cope with such a living environment. the only thing i can say is that it gets better next year... (as well as those lectures saying how you must learn how to cook and do your laundry on your own when you go to college... hm, that's bad.)

one thing i must say is that you gotta tell those living with you that you really don't have college 'in the bag.' heck, even i don't have college in the bag right now. perhaps halfway in since i got accepted, but if i don't raise my D's and F's right now (*ahemchemistrycalculus*), my admission could be revoked too. you really gotta make sure they understand that nothing is insured until the end and, at the rate they're going, they're not making the situation any better either. i don't want to sound rude about your family, but if their bickering or whatever is stopping you from studying properly, then you gotta make sure they know. :\

hmmm i wonder if you'll even see this comment. but oh wells, i hope you can get to read this even though it doesn't match the entry. remember that there are people out there that care about you. you're not in a phase. junior year is fucking hell. but once you get out of it alive and well, you've already got the hardest part out of the way. <3